dear boy

Dear Boy,

     I know this may sound desperate, but please don't walk away from me. I know our routine gets tiring. But, this is part of love and life. We may fight, have our misunderstandings, and turn our backs from each other. Boy, I don't want you to walk away from me. Because at the end of every fight we may have....We will ALWAYS end up together again. It will get annoying, tiring, confusing, and painful. One of us will hurt the other. But whatever you decide to do, don't walk away from this love. I know you love me, I can feel it in my heart. and you know I love you more than life itself. So please...stay a little longer, and fight. When we argue don't worry about it, worry when I stop arguing because it will mean that there i nothing left to fight for. I love you boy.

                                                                                                                         -girl

I want nothing more than to be the reason to your smile. I want to be the hand you hold when walking down the street. The trophy you show off to the world. I want to be one of they guys watching a sports game with you, rooting along with you. I want to be the person sitting next to you at the movie house screaming or laughing at whatever movie you decide to see. To be the passenger riding shot gun in your car, you have one hand on the wheel and one in mine. I want to be the last person you say good night to because when you wake up I'll be the first person on your mind. But you, you want nothing more for me to leave you alone. You don't want me to be the reason for your smile. The hand you will never hold, the trophy you would rather throw away than display. The guy you will never invite to a sports game. I will be the stranger sitting next to you at the movie house that you are so annoyed at because she is laughing too loud. I will never be the passenger rodig shot gin in your car. And when you wake up, I won't be the first thing on your mind, but you, well you will alwas be on mine. That's the diffetence between us....

one sided

One sided love? He says he doesn't care but he does. He looks at me and the same time he doesn't see me. He holds me close, but lets me go. So what is it? Is this all one sided? Sure, you care but you don't care enough, yeah you like me but not enough, you look at me, but not like i look at you. You hold me but not tight or close enough. You complicate my life and you make it better again. What is all this bs? Are we really this messed up?

The things you do and say that make my heart skip a beat

I know sometimes, we fight over the smallest things. We get on each other's nerves, and we fuss about all the details in life. But then we have our times when all we want to do is talk about our day, our friends, life, and us(if there is even an "us") I don't care right now though, we are young, reckless and we are learning the art of love. You say the best things a girl wants to hear, and my heart skips a beat. You make me mad but deep down my heart thumps. Letting me know that I would not feel this way if I didn't love you. You say the funniest things and I laugh my eyes out. You make me cry and my heart is saddened and then you wave your white flag again, and life gets better. I don't care if we are like this, complicated, opposites, annoying, or whatever it is. I want this. Just as long as you never stop making my heart pound because honey you are the only person that makes it beat faster and slower at the same time<3

Going the Distance

If I could fall into the sky, would you think time would pass me by, cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles..tonight
Going the distance? What does it mean? How far can one go to reach the person they love?  You go to all the places that you two spent your day at hoping to run into him or her. You go to places that he or she goes to most of the time. You sit and wait paitenty until they walk through the door. You stare at the moon knowing that they are under the same night sky as you. and no matter where the two of you are, you will always be under the same moon that shines everynight, cuz that's the only thing you have close to that person. You don't stop until you see them. That's going the distance. *Life as we know it*

Girl's journal Entry

Dear Journal,
 As we talked about the past, everything came back. That old feeling of sparks.. It's silly but true. He may not feel the same but I still do. Our past was something unforgetable. We sat there talking for an hour but it felt like a minute. I didn't think he would remeber all our past conversations, but he did. "Do you remeber that time when you said you would get me chinese food?"
Him: "Oh no, it wasn't for chinese food, it was for sushi, how can you forget, you love sushi more than chinese food" He was right about that:) My heart was pulling at strings as he told me everything he remembered. It was just like the good times. When everything was okay, and we never had to fight.

   But talking to him was somewhat saddening. To know that I may never see him again, that the world is filled with billions of people. There's a high chance that in my lifetime I will never run into him again.   The only thing i regret is not telling him how muh he meant to me. I wish I did, but now it mght be too late.